20 weeks contest prep transformation 207lbs in both videos 🥶 The story of my life every day in this audio. I suffer with extreme body dysmorphia believe it or not. I wasn’t happy with the way I looked 20 weeks ago for reasons I had back then and now that I’m way leaner and bigger I’m still not happy for reasons that I have now. I am just trying to be real with you guys. Bodybuilding is the the healthiest thing for your mindset. It challenges you to a level that you’ve never experienced before.